School reopened this Monday, is a bit bored however at least I can get myself busy rather then staying at home. I am quite busy preparing and practicing for my July performance, mi and yvo receive this news last week. Is damn rush la! I don wish to perform but our instructor insist us to perform. ZZZZ!!! The reason for not performing is because I know exactly where my own standard is and is impossible for me to play like a pro with just a month plus practice. OMG!! No use whining anymore I have to practice hard and prepare for the performance. So what I can do now is to stay back in school everyday and practice with yvo, I even stop going for badminton training and hope I can at least make some improvement by practicing hard. Wish mi luck! LOL!
There is a poem wrote by one of my friend which I think quite meaningful. I don know why I feel meaningful maybe it describes best what I am feeling now? =)

For the days I felt so lost,Who was ever there for me?

For the days I felt so weak,Who was ever there to care?

For the times my heart is aching,I can't seem to keep fighting,To get my heart back beating.

For the times I felt like crying,My heart seemed to be falling,Into abyss, never ending.

For the love I gave all out,The one I gave turned about.Left me broken in and out.

Leave all to fate, I told myself.I couldn't care no more.

one SEVENs' fella.